my life story
by Nelson Needham
p.6
i will start at when i was about 6 years old. everything is fun with very little disappointment. went through life just fine now if we go to the 6 or 7 th grade that's when my life changed for ever my parents fighting and school work just really made me depressed i cut and listened to music no one listened to me. than started therapy about 60 hours latter i said screw it that just made it worse is some spots and better in others. but my life was just terrible i hated life even more. i just did me and did not care ., thank god it was summer by the time i stopped. so that whole summer i did nothing stayed in the ac cooled house and said nothing i whent 2 months without talking to people and if someone said something it would be a yes or no so i nodded my head. i had no one besides my ps3 i spent the whole summer in my room only going out to eat or use the bathroom and the only time i left is when my parents made me. but even then i stayed in the car and was on my phone doing whatever. when my 8th grade year i was fine then was in therapy again. and after that i became my own person did not care and i still don't to this day. people hate me for it but they can get over it. and others love this “new me “ but it's a what ever thing. i just do that is required nothing more nothing less. most people try to do that but don't succeed. but i care just enough to do the bare minimum. some ask me my not go above people's expectations i say because people are dicks. and i dont need to do that or don't want to be or do something i don't want. most people think i'm a pushover and i say yeah i am i am whatever you want me to be how about a car,pony,chair. thats about when people walk away and realize that it's not worth it and if they don't walk i will i tell people to lay off your not worth my time but people push my buttons. and i will explode and go 50 shades of crazy on them and i will not stop. and when i do they are trying to walk but i am on them. and that is why most people don't talk to me because they might push me over and then it is game on. my mom is aware on this and my dad has gotten there a couple of times the only reason i didn't is because my mom said no and i had no close on. he thinks he is the best sometimes. but he doesn't realize that im a lot more than i look like in every way.
by Nelson Needham
p.6
i will start at when i was about 6 years old. everything is fun with very little disappointment. went through life just fine now if we go to the 6 or 7 th grade that's when my life changed for ever my parents fighting and school work just really made me depressed i cut and listened to music no one listened to me. than started therapy about 60 hours latter i said screw it that just made it worse is some spots and better in others. but my life was just terrible i hated life even more. i just did me and did not care ., thank god it was summer by the time i stopped. so that whole summer i did nothing stayed in the ac cooled house and said nothing i whent 2 months without talking to people and if someone said something it would be a yes or no so i nodded my head. i had no one besides my ps3 i spent the whole summer in my room only going out to eat or use the bathroom and the only time i left is when my parents made me. but even then i stayed in the car and was on my phone doing whatever. when my 8th grade year i was fine then was in therapy again. and after that i became my own person did not care and i still don't to this day. people hate me for it but they can get over it. and others love this “new me “ but it's a what ever thing. i just do that is required nothing more nothing less. most people try to do that but don't succeed. but i care just enough to do the bare minimum. some ask me my not go above people's expectations i say because people are dicks. and i dont need to do that or don't want to be or do something i don't want. most people think i'm a pushover and i say yeah i am i am whatever you want me to be how about a car,pony,chair. thats about when people walk away and realize that it's not worth it and if they don't walk i will i tell people to lay off your not worth my time but people push my buttons. and i will explode and go 50 shades of crazy on them and i will not stop. and when i do they are trying to walk but i am on them. and that is why most people don't talk to me because they might push me over and then it is game on. my mom is aware on this and my dad has gotten there a couple of times the only reason i didn't is because my mom said no and i had no close on. he thinks he is the best sometimes. but he doesn't realize that im a lot more than i look like in every way.